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Dracula 6

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        CHAPTER VI

        MINA MURRAY'S JOURNAL
        
        
        _24 July. Whitby._--Lucy met me at the station, looking sweeter and
        lovelier than ever, and we drove up to the house at the Crescent in
        which they have rooms. This is a lovely place. The little river, the
        Esk, runs through a deep valley, which broadens out as it comes near the
        harbour. A great viaduct runs across, with high piers, through which the
        view seems somehow further away than it really is. The valley is
        beautifully green, and it is so steep that when you are on the high land
        on either side you look right across it, unless you are near enough to
        see down. The houses of the old town--the side away from us--are all
        red-roofed, and seem piled up one over the other anyhow, like the
        pictures we see of Nuremberg. Right over the town is the ruin of Whitby
        Abbey, which was sacked by the Danes, and which is the scene of part of
        "Marmion," where the girl was built up in the wall. It is a most noble
        ruin, of immense size, and full of beautiful and romantic bits; there is
        a legend that a white lady is seen in one of the windows. Between it and
        the town there is another church, the parish one, round which is a big
        graveyard, all full of tombstones. This is to my mind the nicest spot in
        Whitby, for it lies right over the town, and has a full view of the
        harbour and all up the bay to where the headland called Kettleness
        stretches out into the sea. It descends so steeply over the harbour that
        part of the bank has fallen away, and some of the graves have been
        destroyed. In one place part of the stonework of the graves stretches
        out over the sandy pathway far below. There are walks, with seats beside
        them, through the churchyard; and people go and sit there all day long
        looking at the beautiful view and enjoying the breeze. I shall come and
        sit here very often myself and work. Indeed, I am writing now, with my
        book on my knee, and listening to the talk of three old men who are
        sitting beside me. They seem to do nothing all day but sit up here and
        talk.
        
        The harbour lies below me, with, on the far side, one long granite wall
        stretching out into the sea, with a curve outwards at the end of it, in
        the middle of which is a lighthouse. A heavy sea-wall runs along outside
        of it. On the near side, the sea-wall makes an elbow crooked inversely,
        and its end too has a lighthouse. Between the two piers there is a
        narrow opening into the harbour, which then suddenly widens.
        
        It is nice at high water; but when the tide is out it shoals away to
        nothing, and there is merely the stream of the Esk, running between
        banks of sand, with rocks here and there. Outside the harbour on this
        side there rises for about half a mile a great reef, the sharp edge of
        which runs straight out from behind the south lighthouse. At the end of
        it is a buoy with a bell, which swings in bad weather, and sends in a
        mournful sound on the wind. They have a legend here that when a ship is
        lost bells are heard out at sea. I must ask the old man about this; he
        is coming this way....
        
        He is a funny old man. He must be awfully old, for his face is all
        gnarled and twisted like the bark of a tree. He tells me that he is
        nearly a hundred, and that he was a sailor in the Greenland fishing
        fleet when Waterloo was fought. He is, I am afraid, a very sceptical
        person, for when I asked him about the bells at sea and the White Lady
        at the abbey he said very brusquely:--
        
        "I wouldn't fash masel' about them, miss. Them things be all wore out.
        Mind, I don't say that they never was, but I do say that they wasn't in
        my time. They be all very well for comers and trippers, an' the like,
        but not for a nice young lady like you. Them feet-folks from York and
        Leeds that be always eatin' cured herrin's an' drinkin' tea an' lookin'
        out to buy cheap jet would creed aught. I wonder masel' who'd be
        bothered tellin' lies to them--even the newspapers, which is full of
        fool-talk." I thought he would be a good person to learn interesting
        things from, so I asked him if he would mind telling me something about
        the whale-fishing in the old days. He was just settling himself to begin
        when the clock struck six, whereupon he laboured to get up, and said:--
        
        "I must gang ageeanwards home now, miss. My grand-daughter doesn't like
        to be kept waitin' when the tea is ready, for it takes me time to
        crammle aboon the grees, for there be a many of 'em; an', miss, I lack
        belly-timber sairly by the clock."
        
        He hobbled away, and I could see him hurrying, as well as he could, down
        the steps. The steps are a great feature on the place. They lead from
        the town up to the church, there are hundreds of them--I do not know how
        many--and they wind up in a delicate curve; the slope is so gentle that
        a horse could easily walk up and down them. I think they must originally
        have had something to do with the abbey. I shall go home too. Lucy went
        out visiting with her mother, and as they were only duty calls, I did
        not go. They will be home by this.
        
               *       *       *       *       *
        
        _1 August._--I came up here an hour ago with Lucy, and we had a most
        interesting talk with my old friend and the two others who always come
        and join him. He is evidently the Sir Oracle of them, and I should think
        must have been in his time a most dictatorial person. He will not admit
        anything, and downfaces everybody. If he can't out-argue them he bullies
        them, and then takes their silence for agreement with his views. Lucy
        was looking sweetly pretty in her white lawn frock; she has got a
        beautiful colour since she has been here. I noticed that the old men did
        not lose any time in coming up and sitting near her when we sat down.
        She is so sweet with old people; I think they all fell in love with her
        on the spot. Even my old man succumbed and did not contradict her, but
        gave me double share instead. I got him on the subject of the legends,
        and he went off at once into a sort of sermon. I must try to remember it
        and put it down:--
        
        "It be all fool-talk, lock, stock, and barrel; that's what it be, an'
        nowt else. These bans an' wafts an' boh-ghosts an' barguests an' bogles
        an' all anent them is only fit to set bairns an' dizzy women
        a-belderin'. They be nowt but air-blebs. They, an' all grims an' signs
        an' warnin's, be all invented by parsons an' illsome beuk-bodies an'
        railway touters to skeer an' scunner hafflin's, an' to get folks to do
        somethin' that they don't other incline to. It makes me ireful to think
        o' them. Why, it's them that, not content with printin' lies on paper
        an' preachin' them out of pulpits, does want to be cuttin' them on the
        tombstones. Look here all around you in what airt ye will; all them
        steans, holdin' up their heads as well as they can out of their pride,
        is acant--simply tumblin' down with the weight o' the lies wrote on
        them, 'Here lies the body' or 'Sacred to the memory' wrote on all of
        them, an' yet in nigh half of them there bean't no bodies at all; an'
        the memories of them bean't cared a pinch of snuff about, much less
        sacred. Lies all of them, nothin' but lies of one kind or another! My
        gog, but it'll be a quare scowderment at the Day of Judgment when they
        come tumblin' up in their death-sarks, all jouped together an' tryin' to
        drag their tombsteans with them to prove how good they was; some of them
        trimmlin' and ditherin', with their hands that dozzened an' slippy from
        lyin' in the sea that they can't even keep their grup o' them."
        
        I could see from the old fellow's self-satisfied air and the way in
        which he looked round for the approval of his cronies that he was
        "showing off," so I put in a word to keep him going:--
        
        "Oh, Mr. Swales, you can't be serious. Surely these tombstones are not
        all wrong?"
        
        "Yabblins! There may be a poorish few not wrong, savin' where they make
        out the people too good; for there be folk that do think a balm-bowl be
        like the sea, if only it be their own. The whole thing be only lies. Now
        look you here; you come here a stranger, an' you see this kirk-garth." I
        nodded, for I thought it better to assent, though I did not quite
        understand his dialect. I knew it had something to do with the church.
        He went on: "And you consate that all these steans be aboon folk that be
        happed here, snod an' snog?" I assented again. "Then that be just where
        the lie comes in. Why, there be scores of these lay-beds that be toom as
        old Dun's 'bacca-box on Friday night." He nudged one of his companions,
        and they all laughed. "And my gog! how could they be otherwise? Look at
        that one, the aftest abaft the bier-bank: read it!" I went over and
        read:--
        
        "Edward Spencelagh, master mariner, murdered by pirates off the coast of
        Andres, April, 1854, æt. 30." When I came back Mr. Swales went on:--
        
        "Who brought him home, I wonder, to hap him here? Murdered off the coast
        of Andres! an' you consated his body lay under! Why, I could name ye a
        dozen whose bones lie in the Greenland seas above"--he pointed
        northwards--"or where the currents may have drifted them. There be the
        steans around ye. Ye can, with your young eyes, read the small-print of
        the lies from here. This Braithwaite Lowrey--I knew his father, lost in
        the _Lively_ off Greenland in '20; or Andrew Woodhouse, drowned in the
        same seas in 1777; or John Paxton, drowned off Cape Farewell a year
        later; or old John Rawlings, whose grandfather sailed with me, drowned
        in the Gulf of Finland in '50. Do ye think that all these men will have
        to make a rush to Whitby when the trumpet sounds? I have me antherums
        aboot it! I tell ye that when they got here they'd be jommlin' an'
        jostlin' one another that way that it 'ud be like a fight up on the ice
        in the old days, when we'd be at one another from daylight to dark, an'
        tryin' to tie up our cuts by the light of the aurora borealis." This was
        evidently local pleasantry, for the old man cackled over it, and his
        cronies joined in with gusto.
        
        "But," I said, "surely you are not quite correct, for you start on the
        assumption that all the poor people, or their spirits, will have to
        take their tombstones with them on the Day of Judgment. Do you think
        that will be really necessary?"
        
        "Well, what else be they tombstones for? Answer me that, miss!"
        
        "To please their relatives, I suppose."
        
        "To please their relatives, you suppose!" This he said with intense
        scorn. "How will it pleasure their relatives to know that lies is wrote
        over them, and that everybody in the place knows that they be lies?" He
        pointed to a stone at our feet which had been laid down as a slab, on
        which the seat was rested, close to the edge of the cliff. "Read the
        lies on that thruff-stean," he said. The letters were upside down to me
        from where I sat, but Lucy was more opposite to them, so she leant over
        and read:--
        
        "Sacred to the memory of George Canon, who died, in the hope of a
        glorious resurrection, on July, 29, 1873, falling from the rocks at
        Kettleness. This tomb was erected by his sorrowing mother to her dearly
        beloved son. 'He was the only son of his mother, and she was a widow.'
        Really, Mr. Swales, I don't see anything very funny in that!" She spoke
        her comment very gravely and somewhat severely.
        
        "Ye don't see aught funny! Ha! ha! But that's because ye don't gawm the
        sorrowin' mother was a hell-cat that hated him because he was
        acrewk'd--a regular lamiter he was--an' he hated her so that he
        committed suicide in order that she mightn't get an insurance she put on
        his life. He blew nigh the top of his head off with an old musket that
        they had for scarin' the crows with. 'Twarn't for crows then, for it
        brought the clegs and the dowps to him. That's the way he fell off the
        rocks. And, as to hopes of a glorious resurrection, I've often heard him
        say masel' that he hoped he'd go to hell, for his mother was so pious
        that she'd be sure to go to heaven, an' he didn't want to addle where
        she was. Now isn't that stean at any rate"--he hammered it with his
        stick as he spoke--"a pack of lies? and won't it make Gabriel keckle
        when Geordie comes pantin' up the grees with the tombstean balanced on
        his hump, and asks it to be took as evidence!"
        
        I did not know what to say, but Lucy turned the conversation as she
        said, rising up:--
        
        "Oh, why did you tell us of this? It is my favourite seat, and I cannot
        leave it; and now I find I must go on sitting over the grave of a
        suicide."
        
        "That won't harm ye, my pretty; an' it may make poor Geordie gladsome to
        have so trim a lass sittin' on his lap. That won't hurt ye. Why, I've
        sat here off an' on for nigh twenty years past, an' it hasn't done me
        no harm. Don't ye fash about them as lies under ye, or that doesn' lie
        there either! It'll be time for ye to be getting scart when ye see the
        tombsteans all run away with, and the place as bare as a stubble-field.
        There's the clock, an' I must gang. My service to ye, ladies!" And off
        he hobbled.
        
        Lucy and I sat awhile, and it was all so beautiful before us that we
        took hands as we sat; and she told me all over again about Arthur and
        their coming marriage. That made me just a little heart-sick, for I
        haven't heard from Jonathan for a whole month.
        
               *       *       *       *       *
        
        _The same day._ I came up here alone, for I am very sad. There was no
        letter for me. I hope there cannot be anything the matter with Jonathan.
        The clock has just struck nine. I see the lights scattered all over the
        town, sometimes in rows where the streets are, and sometimes singly;
        they run right up the Esk and die away in the curve of the valley. To my
        left the view is cut off by a black line of roof of the old house next
        the abbey. The sheep and lambs are bleating in the fields away behind
        me, and there is a clatter of a donkey's hoofs up the paved road below.
        The band on the pier is playing a harsh waltz in good time, and further
        along the quay there is a Salvation Army meeting in a back street.
        Neither of the bands hears the other, but up here I hear and see them
        both. I wonder where Jonathan is and if he is thinking of me! I wish he
        were here.
        
        
        _Dr. Seward's Diary._
        
        _5 June._--The case of Renfield grows more interesting the more I get to
        understand the man. He has certain qualities very largely developed;
        selfishness, secrecy, and purpose. I wish I could get at what is the
        object of the latter. He seems to have some settled scheme of his own,
        but what it is I do not yet know. His redeeming quality is a love of
        animals, though, indeed, he has such curious turns in it that I
        sometimes imagine he is only abnormally cruel. His pets are of odd
        sorts. Just now his hobby is catching flies. He has at present such a
        quantity that I have had myself to expostulate. To my astonishment, he
        did not break out into a fury, as I expected, but took the matter in
        simple seriousness. He thought for a moment, and then said: "May I have
        three days? I shall clear them away." Of course, I said that would do. I
        must watch him.
        
               *       *       *       *       *
        
        _18 June._--He has turned his mind now to spiders, and has got several
        very big fellows in a box. He keeps feeding them with his flies, and
        the number of the latter is becoming sensibly diminished, although he
        has used half his food in attracting more flies from outside to his
        room.
        
               *       *       *       *       *
        
        _1 July._--His spiders are now becoming as great a nuisance as his
        flies, and to-day I told him that he must get rid of them. He looked
        very sad at this, so I said that he must clear out some of them, at all
        events. He cheerfully acquiesced in this, and I gave him the same time
        as before for reduction. He disgusted me much while with him, for when a
        horrid blow-fly, bloated with some carrion food, buzzed into the room,
        he caught it, held it exultantly for a few moments between his finger
        and thumb, and, before I knew what he was going to do, put it in his
        mouth and ate it. I scolded him for it, but he argued quietly that it
        was very good and very wholesome; that it was life, strong life, and
        gave life to him. This gave me an idea, or the rudiment of one. I must
        watch how he gets rid of his spiders. He has evidently some deep problem
        in his mind, for he keeps a little note-book in which he is always
        jotting down something. Whole pages of it are filled with masses of
        figures, generally single numbers added up in batches, and then the
        totals added in batches again, as though he were "focussing" some
        account, as the auditors put it.
        
               *       *       *       *       *
        
        _8 July._--There is a method in his madness, and the rudimentary idea in
        my mind is growing. It will be a whole idea soon, and then, oh,
        unconscious cerebration! you will have to give the wall to your
        conscious brother. I kept away from my friend for a few days, so that I
        might notice if there were any change. Things remain as they were except
        that he has parted with some of his pets and got a new one. He has
        managed to get a sparrow, and has already partially tamed it. His means
        of taming is simple, for already the spiders have diminished. Those that
        do remain, however, are well fed, for he still brings in the flies by
        tempting them with his food.
        
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        _19 July._--We are progressing. My friend has now a whole colony of
        sparrows, and his flies and spiders are almost obliterated. When I came
        in he ran to me and said he wanted to ask me a great favour--a very,
        very great favour; and as he spoke he fawned on me like a dog. I asked
        him what it was, and he said, with a sort of rapture in his voice and
        bearing:--
        
        "A kitten, a nice little, sleek playful kitten, that I can play with,
        and teach, and feed--and feed--and feed!" I was not unprepared for this
        request, for I had noticed how his pets went on increasing in size and
        vivacity, but I did not care that his pretty family of tame sparrows
        should be wiped out in the same manner as the flies and the spiders; so
        I said I would see about it, and asked him if he would not rather have a
        cat than a kitten. His eagerness betrayed him as he answered:--
        
        "Oh, yes, I would like a cat! I only asked for a kitten lest you should
        refuse me a cat. No one would refuse me a kitten, would they?" I shook
        my head, and said that at present I feared it would not be possible, but
        that I would see about it. His face fell, and I could see a warning of
        danger in it, for there was a sudden fierce, sidelong look which meant
        killing. The man is an undeveloped homicidal maniac. I shall test him
        with his present craving and see how it will work out; then I shall know
        more.
        
               *       *       *       *       *
        
        _10 p. m._--I have visited him again and found him sitting in a corner
        brooding. When I came in he threw himself on his knees before me and
        implored me to let him have a cat; that his salvation depended upon it.
        I was firm, however, and told him that he could not have it, whereupon
        he went without a word, and sat down, gnawing his fingers, in the corner
        where I had found him. I shall see him in the morning early.
        
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        _20 July._--Visited Renfield very early, before the attendant went his
        rounds. Found him up and humming a tune. He was spreading out his sugar,
        which he had saved, in the window, and was manifestly beginning his
        fly-catching again; and beginning it cheerfully and with a good grace. I
        looked around for his birds, and not seeing them, asked him where they
        were. He replied, without turning round, that they had all flown away.
        There were a few feathers about the room and on his pillow a drop of
        blood. I said nothing, but went and told the keeper to report to me if
        there were anything odd about him during the day.
        
               *       *       *       *       *
        
        _11 a. m._--The attendant has just been to me to say that Renfield has
        been very sick and has disgorged a whole lot of feathers. "My belief is,
        doctor," he said, "that he has eaten his birds, and that he just took
        and ate them raw!"
        
               *       *       *       *       *
        
        _11 p. m._--I gave Renfield a strong opiate to-night, enough to make
        even him sleep, and took away his pocket-book to look at it. The thought
        that has been buzzing about my brain lately is complete, and the theory
        proved. My homicidal maniac is of a peculiar kind. I shall have to
        invent a new classification for him, and call him a zoöphagous
        (life-eating) maniac; what he desires is to absorb as many lives as he
        can, and he has laid himself out to achieve it in a cumulative way. He
        gave many flies to one spider and many spiders to one bird, and then
        wanted a cat to eat the many birds. What would have been his later
        steps? It would almost be worth while to complete the experiment. It
        might be done if there were only a sufficient cause. Men sneered at
        vivisection, and yet look at its results to-day! Why not advance science
        in its most difficult and vital aspect--the knowledge of the brain? Had
        I even the secret of one such mind--did I hold the key to the fancy of
        even one lunatic--I might advance my own branch of science to a pitch
        compared with which Burdon-Sanderson's physiology or Ferrier's
        brain-knowledge would be as nothing. If only there were a sufficient
        cause! I must not think too much of this, or I may be tempted; a good
        cause might turn the scale with me, for may not I too be of an
        exceptional brain, congenitally?
        
        How well the man reasoned; lunatics always do within their own scope. I
        wonder at how many lives he values a man, or if at only one. He has
        closed the account most accurately, and to-day begun a new record. How
        many of us begin a new record with each day of our lives?
        
        To me it seems only yesterday that my whole life ended with my new hope,
        and that truly I began a new record. So it will be until the Great
        Recorder sums me up and closes my ledger account with a balance to
        profit or loss. Oh, Lucy, Lucy, I cannot be angry with you, nor can I be
        angry with my friend whose happiness is yours; but I must only wait on
        hopeless and work. Work! work!
        
        If I only could have as strong a cause as my poor mad friend there--a
        good, unselfish cause to make me work--that would be indeed happiness.
        
        
        _Mina Murray's Journal._
        
        _26 July._--I am anxious, and it soothes me to express myself here; it
        is like whispering to one's self and listening at the same time. And
        there is also something about the shorthand symbols that makes it
        different from writing. I am unhappy about Lucy and about Jonathan. I
        had not heard from Jonathan for some time, and was very concerned; but
        yesterday dear Mr. Hawkins, who is always so kind, sent me a letter from
        him. I had written asking him if he had heard, and he said the enclosed
        had just been received. It is only a line dated from Castle Dracula,
        and says that he is just starting for home. That is not like Jonathan;
        I do not understand it, and it makes me uneasy. Then, too, Lucy,
        although she is so well, has lately taken to her old habit of walking in
        her sleep. Her mother has spoken to me about it, and we have decided
        that I am to lock the door of our room every night. Mrs. Westenra has
        got an idea that sleep-walkers always go out on roofs of houses and
        along the edges of cliffs and then get suddenly wakened and fall over
        with a despairing cry that echoes all over the place. Poor dear, she is
        naturally anxious about Lucy, and she tells me that her husband, Lucy's
        father, had the same habit; that he would get up in the night and dress
        himself and go out, if he were not stopped. Lucy is to be married in the
        autumn, and she is already planning out her dresses and how her house is
        to be arranged. I sympathise with her, for I do the same, only Jonathan
        and I will start in life in a very simple way, and shall have to try to
        make both ends meet. Mr. Holmwood--he is the Hon. Arthur Holmwood, only
        son of Lord Godalming--is coming up here very shortly--as soon as he can
        leave town, for his father is not very well, and I think dear Lucy is
        counting the moments till he comes. She wants to take him up to the seat
        on the churchyard cliff and show him the beauty of Whitby. I daresay it
        is the waiting which disturbs her; she will be all right when he
        arrives.
        
               *       *       *       *       *
        
        _27 July._--No news from Jonathan. I am getting quite uneasy about him,
        though why I should I do not know; but I do wish that he would write, if
        it were only a single line. Lucy walks more than ever, and each night I
        am awakened by her moving about the room. Fortunately, the weather is so
        hot that she cannot get cold; but still the anxiety and the perpetually
        being wakened is beginning to tell on me, and I am getting nervous and
        wakeful myself. Thank God, Lucy's health keeps up. Mr. Holmwood has been
        suddenly called to Ring to see his father, who has been taken seriously
        ill. Lucy frets at the postponement of seeing him, but it does not touch
        her looks; she is a trifle stouter, and her cheeks are a lovely
        rose-pink. She has lost that anæmic look which she had. I pray it will
        all last.
        
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        _3 August._--Another week gone, and no news from Jonathan, not even to
        Mr. Hawkins, from whom I have heard. Oh, I do hope he is not ill. He
        surely would have written. I look at that last letter of his, but
        somehow it does not satisfy me. It does not read like him, and yet it is
        his writing. There is no mistake of that. Lucy has not walked much in
        her sleep the last week, but there is an odd concentration about her
        which I do not understand; even in her sleep she seems to be watching
        me. She tries the door, and finding it locked, goes about the room
        searching for the key.
        
        _6 August._--Another three days, and no news. This suspense is getting
        dreadful. If I only knew where to write to or where to go to, I should
        feel easier; but no one has heard a word of Jonathan since that last
        letter. I must only pray to God for patience. Lucy is more excitable
        than ever, but is otherwise well. Last night was very threatening, and
        the fishermen say that we are in for a storm. I must try to watch it and
        learn the weather signs. To-day is a grey day, and the sun as I write is
        hidden in thick clouds, high over Kettleness. Everything is grey--except
        the green grass, which seems like emerald amongst it; grey earthy rock;
        grey clouds, tinged with the sunburst at the far edge, hang over the
        grey sea, into which the sand-points stretch like grey fingers. The sea
        is tumbling in over the shallows and the sandy flats with a roar,
        muffled in the sea-mists drifting inland. The horizon is lost in a grey
        mist. All is vastness; the clouds are piled up like giant rocks, and
        there is a "brool" over the sea that sounds like some presage of doom.
        Dark figures are on the beach here and there, sometimes half shrouded in
        the mist, and seem "men like trees walking." The fishing-boats are
        racing for home, and rise and dip in the ground swell as they sweep into
        the harbour, bending to the scuppers. Here comes old Mr. Swales. He is
        making straight for me, and I can see, by the way he lifts his hat, that
        he wants to talk....
        
        I have been quite touched by the change in the poor old man. When he sat
        down beside me, he said in a very gentle way:--
        
        "I want to say something to you, miss." I could see he was not at ease,
        so I took his poor old wrinkled hand in mine and asked him to speak
        fully; so he said, leaving his hand in mine:--
        
        "I'm afraid, my deary, that I must have shocked you by all the wicked
        things I've been sayin' about the dead, and such like, for weeks past;
        but I didn't mean them, and I want ye to remember that when I'm gone. We
        aud folks that be daffled, and with one foot abaft the krok-hooal, don't
        altogether like to think of it, and we don't want to feel scart of it;
        an' that's why I've took to makin' light of it, so that I'd cheer up my
        own heart a bit. But, Lord love ye, miss, I ain't afraid of dyin', not a
        bit; only I don't want to die if I can help it. My time must be nigh at
        hand now, for I be aud, and a hundred years is too much for any man to
        expect; and I'm so nigh it that the Aud Man is already whettin' his
        scythe. Ye see, I can't get out o' the habit of caffin' about it all at
        once; the chafts will wag as they be used to. Some day soon the Angel of
        Death will sound his trumpet for me. But don't ye dooal an' greet, my
        deary!"--for he saw that I was crying--"if he should come this very
        night I'd not refuse to answer his call. For life be, after all, only a
        waitin' for somethin' else than what we're doin'; and death be all that
        we can rightly depend on. But I'm content, for it's comin' to me, my
        deary, and comin' quick. It may be comin' while we be lookin' and
        wonderin'. Maybe it's in that wind out over the sea that's bringin' with
        it loss and wreck, and sore distress, and sad hearts. Look! look!" he
        cried suddenly. "There's something in that wind and in the hoast beyont
        that sounds, and looks, and tastes, and smells like death. It's in the
        air; I feel it comin'. Lord, make me answer cheerful when my call
        comes!" He held up his arms devoutly, and raised his hat. His mouth
        moved as though he were praying. After a few minutes' silence, he got
        up, shook hands with me, and blessed me, and said good-bye, and hobbled
        off. It all touched me, and upset me very much.
        
        I was glad when the coastguard came along, with his spy-glass under his
        arm. He stopped to talk with me, as he always does, but all the time
        kept looking at a strange ship.
        
        "I can't make her out," he said; "she's a Russian, by the look of her;
        but she's knocking about in the queerest way. She doesn't know her mind
        a bit; she seems to see the storm coming, but can't decide whether to
        run up north in the open, or to put in here. Look there again! She is
        steered mighty strangely, for she doesn't mind the hand on the wheel;
        changes about with every puff of wind. We'll hear more of her before
        this time to-morrow."